my friends have planned a birthday party for me and we’re going to the pipe and back to my friends but I’m scared if you come because you give me butterflies 

so basically I’ve lost 4 pounds since my holiday and I’ve been rowing  a lot and doing sit ups and every things cute

my mum makes me laugh how she tells me shes concerned about my weight fuck off im not ‘anorexic’ 

im not fucking skinny enough

my mother forced me to eat meat I had 3 meatballs which were very small
I fear she may worry about me but lent is the perfect time for diets
I got 82% in my maths paper, hardwork does pay off

average day
I’m exhausted